Losing Everything

(Verse 1)
I wake up tired of saying sorry,
For things I don’t even understand.
Every word feels like a warning,
Every silence like a demand.

They say I should be more, do better,
Be stronger, faster, less of me.
I keep trying to hold it together,
But it’s slipping quietly.

(Pre-Chorus)
I gave my time, I gave my breath,
I gave until there’s nothing left.
If I stop now, if I fall—
Will anyone notice at all?

(Chorus)
I’m losing everything,
And nobody’s listening.
They keep asking me for more,
While I’m breaking on the floor.

I’m losing everything,
Trying just to breathe again.
If I disappear tonight,
Would it make it right?

(Verse 2)
I carry blame like it’s my name,
Like every crack is mine to fix.
They don’t see how much I’m shaking,
They just tell me what I missed.

I tried to be who they needed,
Tried to bend until I fit.
But the more I kept believing,
The more I lost myself in it.

(Pre-Chorus)
I don’t know where I went wrong,
I just know I’ve been strong too long.
If this is what surviving means,
I don’t know how much is left of me.

(Chorus)
I’m losing everything,
And nobody’s listening.
They keep asking me for more,
While I’m breaking on the floor.
(Ohohohohoho)
I’m losing everything,
Trying just to breathe again.
If I disappear tonight,
Would it make it right?
(Ohohohohoho)
I’m losing everything,
And nobody’s listening.
They keep pulling at my skin,
Like I still owe them something.
(Ohohohohoho)
I’m losing everything,
Trying not to let it show.
I smile so they won’t know
I’m already letting go.

(Bridge)
I don’t want to be forgiven.
I don’t want to be saved.
I just want to start again,
Somewhere I’m not blamed.
Mhmmmm
If I leave it all behind,
It’s not ‘cause I didn’t care.
It’s ‘cause staying feels like dying,
And I can’t breathe here.

(Ohohohohohohoho)
(Ohohohohohohoho)
Ohohohohohohohooooooooooooooooooooo

(Chorus)
I’m losing everything,
And nobody’s listening.
They keep asking me for more,
While I’m breaking on the floor.
(Ohohohohoho)
I’m losing everything,
Trying just to breathe again.
If I disappear tonight,
Would it make it right?
(Ohohohohoho)
I’m losing everything,
And nobody’s listening.
They keep pulling at my skin,
Like I still owe them something.
(Ohohohohoho)
I’m losing everything,
Trying not to let it show.
I smile so they won’t know
I’m already letting go.
(Ohohohohoho)
I’m losing everything,
And maybe that’s okay.
Maybe I need empty hands
To finally walk away.
(Ohohohohoho)
I’m losing everything,
But I’m still here somehow.
If I lose it all right now,
Maybe that’s how
I start again.


They wanted more than I could give.
I tried.
I really did.

But I’m losing everything.

Female Vocal,Indie Folk,Folk Anthem,Americana Folk,Indie Folk Rock,Drums,Violin,Cello,Soft Toms,Piano,Bass