Equilibrium

Equal as if I…

Didn’t know my ego was too high.

Lower it.

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Equal as if I didn’t know my ego was too high

Need it lowered, off the sofa, feature?—call is over, bye

Tell ’em who sent you, sounds like hell what you went through

Disco packed—roof essential? I might fall through

My equilibrium, mind out in space

Where am I stationed? I lost my place

Tried to be patient, at this rate I’m gone

“In quotations, it’s on,” I want my one-v-one

His elo taking hits of Smolder

Thought I was colder—turns out I’m sober

Eyes rolling, feature cost a couple boulders

My bad if I don’t show face—get away, I told ya

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I couldn’t die, nah, I’d have to try

Couldn’t lie, no clover in sight

Equal as if I finally see

My balance slipping back to me

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And I’m gone—but I’m chilling

Don’t know what I want (wait)

I want cake with the filling

Just don’t know which one (wait)

This one brought me to the ceiling

I’m calling 911 (wait)

I am not f— kidding

I’m calling 911

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Hold on, one minute, I’ll be done, I promise

Don’t hide my face, steady walking—yeah, I’m honest

Don’t like the pace, steady coughing out the funds

Lost my cards, hearts shattered—twiddling my thumbs

Feeling faded as f—, juice hitting

Face in my hands, stealing every single blunt

Didn’t choose to listen, chasing bands

Somebody sit me up—I’m stupid livid

Pack in the hand, got like fifty bucks

Equal as if I didn’t know I’m stuck

Ego too high, need it lowered

Tell me slow—my balance reordered

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My bad if I don’t show face

My bad if I need some space

Equal as if I reset the dial

Breathe in, breathe out—stay awhile

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And I’m gone—but I’m chilling

Still don’t know what I want (wait)

Cake with the filling, yeah

Just don’t know which one (wait)

Ceiling spinning, line still ringing

Calling 911 (wait)

Not kidding—yeah, I’m serious

Calling 911

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Ego check, heart rate up

Balance beam in a double cup

If I fall, I fall forward

Equal as if I finally lower it

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And I’m gone—but I’m chilling

Found my breath in the run (wait)

Equal as if I’m winning

Lowered ego, still fun

Ceiling fades, line goes quiet

I hang up—count to one

Equal as if I’m steady now…

No panic—done.