Struggling

I am walking this earth with all this pain, I can't do anything right, I am feeling there no love left for me,, no support , just me facing my demons. Every day, the struggle is real, and I am lucky to be here.

I am trying to be everything that I was never shown, my heart is In so much pain, life energy is so drain, I feel lost in a world all alone, I can't do right without doing wrong. Don't know how long I can be strong, I am so tired , so many losses, man, I miss my dad, I wish I could talk to my brother, have one more hug from my big momma. I miss my mom would be a mom,

I am walking this earth with all this pain, I can't do anything right, I am feeling there no love left for me,, no support , just me facing my demons. Every day, the struggle is real, and I am lucky to be here.

The whispers in the darkness, doubts that twist and turn, gor me searching for the person who I am supposed to be, so much pain, no rest for my brain, so many tears for those I done lost.

I beat myself for the things I didn't get right, the weight upon my shoulders, a silent, heavy stone,

Each day, a battle fought, a victory I've barely known. Asking myself I'd God loves me, I done loss so many people that I love, not enough trust in my soul to trust anyone not even myself. There were so many tears that ran down my face

I am walking this earth with all this pain, I can't do anything right, I am feeling there no love left for me,, no support , just me facing my demons. Every day, the struggle is real, and I am lucky to be here.

no one can understand the pain and isolation

The complexity, the sadness with no easy explanation

And i ask myself, what have I done to end up with this life

That delivers me such hopelessness.

I am walking this earth with all this pain, I can't do anything right, I am feeling there no love left for me,, no support , just me facing my demons. Every day, the struggle is real, and I am lucky to be here.