Push and pull

Wanting you to stay

Want you to say

Theres something to fix

But you'll just break it like it stixs.....

I wanna know, is this really all

Your back in my life

You have ways of hurting me

But I gave you that knife

You didn't change your still the same

But I must change, like I was the cause of all the pain

There's nothing here to gain

Saying I'm not mature

But still I endor your torture

We're two different people

But that makes it beautiful

But you won't give it another chance

Say were better of as friends

Wish that mind set of you would just end...

I try to hold on,

But you're already gone.

Still, I keep playing along...

Why do I break just to bend?

Why do you leave and then pretend

Like we were never close,

Like I was just a ghost?

You say you like me, then walk away,

Then pull me back like it’s a game.

I’m tired of the push and pull—

But I still want it all with you.

(Still want it all with you....)

Is this fair

They say we accept the love we think we deserve

But this isn't that this is a curse

Making me feel worse

You took that knife and stabed me

And left finding someone new

But you knew

That that hurts me

Still you felt nothing

You said sorry, did you mean it.....

Or is that just a made up story

I replay every word like a song stuck in my head,

Searching for signs I should’ve seen.

Was it all fake, or was I just blind?

You smiled like you cared—was that a lie too?

Why does the silence speak louder than you ever did?

I try to hold on,

But you're already gone.

Still, I keep playing along...

Why do I break just to bend?

Why do you leave and then pretend

Like we were never close,

Like I was just a ghost?

You say you like me, then walk away,

Then pull me back like it’s a game.

I’m tired of the push and pull—

But I still want it all with you.

(Still want it all with you....)

T.S