Just Existing

Silent streets, shadows crawl

Fading echoes, feeling small

Walking through the night, just a hollow shell

Questions in my mind, but I can't tell

Lost in the haze, drowning in my mind

Trying to forget, leave the pain behind

No tears to cry, no fears to fight

Just drifting away into the night

Burning memories, they fade and blur

Holding on to nothing, nothing feels real anymore

It's just easier if I numb my heart

Close the door, make the feelings part

Don't wanna hurt, don't wanna feel pain

Fade into the dark, hide in the rain

Just go with the motion, like a zombie in flight

Living without feeling, losing the fight

It's just easier if I shut it all out

No more doubt, no more doubt

Frozen in time, no pulse, no rest

Trying to forget, doing my best

A hollow stare, cold and aloof

In this numbness, I find my truth

Let it be, let it go

Nothing left, nothing to show

Embrace the night, embrace the void

In this darkness, I am not living

But just existing