Life Ruined

[Verse 1]
Heart heavy, dragging like a ball and chain,
Tried to patch the cracks, but they laugh at the pain.
Dreams in a coffin, buried by the rain,
Empty bottles whisper secrets I can't contain.
Mirror screaming, "Who’s that staring back?"
Shadows on my soul, everything turned black.
Falling through the void, no way to retract,
Hope's a broken compass, always off track.
[Chorus]
Life ruined, burned it to the ground,
Ashes in my hands, no way to turn around.
Life ruined, screaming with no sound,
Tears in my throat, but I let them drown.
[Verse 2]
Memories sharp, cutting like a razor,
Used to be the hero, now the story's the betrayer.
World keeps spinning, I’m stuck on the equator,
Praying for a savior, but I’m my own slayer.
Faded photos haunt the back of my mind,
Promises we made now erased by time.
Happiness a crime, I’m guilty by design,
Living in the wreckage of a love left behind.
[Prechorus]
Nightmares don’t sleep, they crawl out to play,
Every step forward feels further away.
How’d I end up here? I don’t know what to say.

rap, and atmospheric reverb. male vocals with emotional delivery, minimal piano melody, sad, catchy 808s, layered synth pads, emo, blending rap and melodic singing., trap-pop fusion, pop