I'm so broken

I have been through so much.  
I have mental issues because of it all.  
My mind is so fucked up now.  
I'm so broken.  
Mentally and physically.  
I use to use drugs.  
But I haven't in 8 years.  
But I will always be an addict.  
I will always have that craving.  
I'm an over thinker.   
And I'm always getting lost in my mind,  
and that's never a good thing.  
I have so many issues.  
I'm so broken.  
Don't waste your time trying to fix me.  
It will never happen.   
I have health issues now from the years of drugs I did. 
I have mental issues from all the trauma I went through  and all the physical and verbal abuse in my life. 
My mind is so crazy and full of bad thoughts that come all the time. 
I call them my intrusive thoughts.  
Because they are not wanted.  
But they are always there. 
I fight them all the time
I have so many issues.  
I'm so broken.  
Don't waste your time trying to fix me.  
It will never happen.
It's pointless to try to fix me. 
I'm too broken.
I just have to deal with it all. 
And take it one day at a time. 
And if you are in my life, you will have to cope with it too.
I have tried to fix it with meds and therapy. 
But they have taught me how to cope with it.
Because it is something I will deal with for my whole life. 
I have so many issues.  
I'm so broken.  
Don't waste your time trying to fix me.  
It will never happen.
I'm so broken.
And I'm fine with that.
Don't waste your time trying to fix me.
I'm unfixable 
   I'm unfixable 

pop rock, female, emotional mood