Mindsets plagued and generationaly cursed The only way we leave aways in a Hurst LIke Ain't no fucking way we were birthed From mothers who ain't know what they worth So they threw it all away at the first escape Couldn't wait to leave till after first grade? Till after I learn to write more than my first name Well that was just the first heart break Then you'd come back just to part ways Like leave it your all or leave it alone Ain't felt at home since I was young Mom dealt with the same with her pops And even today it goes on ......you left, i was a kid, still playing with sticks, never thought much about it, or about you, but i never knew the impact of a father on a childs life until i got older. had to learn alot, so much shit on my own, how the fuck do you change a tire dad? how do i shave my fucking face, how do i pick up the ladies dad? cuz of you confidence I displaced where the fuck were you during the cps case,when I lost my job? when I lost my fucking house, when I lost the fucking kids, lost the fucking wife, Almost lost the will to live, and still you don't know about any of this all the shit that your gran babies been through, and bitch I'm your son ,should mean something to you. but hey imma be a better man stand taller than you for my son, he deserves a father to be his number 1 down with his problems and if he evet had to run to me better believe I'll be there for him cuz I've learned from the best man, got it from you, everything that I shouldnt do everything I shouldn't be in a man so thank you dad ,finally taught me something that I could take with me wherever I go this knowledge,its intangible,incredible, to know, its the little things that are meaningful but I said imma be a imma be a imma be a better man stand taller than you for my son, he deserves a father to be his number 1 down with his problems and if he ever had to run to me better believe I'll be there for him cuz I've learned from the best man, got it from you, All the shit I shouldn't do, everything I wouldn't wanna be in a man, so in the end I guess I gotta say thank you for keeping everything to yourself, all your knowledge can't say it wouldn't have helped.oh well..you put this whole "fatherhood"thing on the shelfI said imma be a imma be a imma be a better man stand taller than you for my son, he deserves a father to be his number 1 down with his problems and if he ever had to run to me better believe I'll be there for him cuz I've learned from the best man, got it from you, All the shit I shouldn't do, everything I wouldn't wanna be in a man, so in the end I guess I gotta say thank you for keeping everything to yourself, all your knowledge can't say it wouldn't have helped.oh well..you put this whole "fatherhood"thing on the shelf

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