F**king Clown

It’s the man of the hour—give me the applause.

My ego? More fragile than a balloon animal—(pop!) Go off!

Ha-ha-ha!

Did everything for her like a circus freak,

Clownin’ myself while she watched me tweak.

Red Nose Day, she dumped me clean—

Got brown-nosed while I scrubbed her scene.

She said "make up," so I painted my frown,

Smile cracked wide—

(You fkin’ clown!)**

I cracked a smile while she cracked the whip—

I was whipped.

(You fkin’ clown.)**

Jugglin’ my worth on a tightrope snapping,

Dignity’s the noose—laugh while I’m hanging.

Red nose fool, you’re the main event,

Front row seats to your own funeral—

You fkin’ clown.**

Put me through the ringer, circled me back,

Endless cycle—tricycle—tri-hards and traps.

Love triangle—me, the ringmaster, the toot flute fool,

Turns out I wasn’t king, just her courtroom tool.

Front row seat to my own breakdown—

Tears in makeup.

You fkin’ clown!

I cracked a smile while she cracked the whip—

I was whipped.

(You fkin’ clown.)**

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Jugglin’ my worth on a tightrope snapping,

Dignity’s the noose—laugh while I’m hanging.

Red nose fool, you’re the main event,

Front row seats to your own funeral—

Still a fkin’ clown.**

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Was it an accident? Nah—she meant that pain,

Watched the color drain—no "sorry," just "again."

Went for the jugular while I juggled my heart,

Called it performance art…

Bitch mastered impalement art.

Honk honk—where’s the smile?

I painted mine, yours been vile. (Frown.)

Tightrope snapped—(you fkin’ clown)**

Who’s bleedin' out? Joke’s on me—

I’m the fkin’ clown.**

Ha-ha-ha!