Whispers ain't whispers

(Verse 1)
Woke up in the static, same damn gray,
Another empty foil, another wasted day.
Where'd the real me go? Probably chased the dragon,
Lost in the haze, just another street wagon.
Every thought's a craving, a twitch, a burn,
Trying to kill the pain, nowhere else to turn.
(Chorus)
Am I even here? Or just a shadow in the haze?
This shaking body, lost in these drug-fueled daze.
Searching for home in this numb, dark space,
A silent scream, can't even remember my face.
To feel like me again, truly inside,
After the hit, nowhere left to hide.
(Verse 2)
The whispers ain't whispers, they're the dealer's call,
A price on every moment before you fall.
Did I sell my soul? Or was it already gone?
Just chasing that relief from dusk till dawn.
Look in the glass, it's just a sunken stare,
Another day of breathing that poisonous air.
(Chorus)
Am I even here? Or just a shadow in the haze?
This shaking body, lost in these drug-fueled daze.
Searching for home in this numb, dark space,
A silent scream, can't even remember my face.
To feel like me again, truly inside,
After the hit, nowhere left to hide.
(Bridge)
Slowly, man, a breath so shallow and cold,
Stories of survival, rarely told.
This fleeting rush, a temporary peace,
Trying to find a moment, just a slight release.
Each needle drop, a heavy, silent prayer,
To forget the cold, the hunger, the despair.
(Chorus)
Yeah, I'm here, but barely real,
This broken body, just trying to feel.
Finding my home in this chemical tide,
A fleeting oblivion, nowhere left to hide.
To feel like me again, just for a while,
After the shot, with a forced, empty smile.

Aggressive heavy horrocre rap with heavy synths and bass drops and percussion