Overdose

Life was good until just 2 years ago,
Now it's something I used to know,
With what I know now
 I can't sleep
When those words hit me so deep,
What am I supposed to do?
When it is getting close to me
Can't explain my view
Only what sets me free.
It'll be okay when I'm gone,
One day, you'll all move on,
Got a dark cloud inside my head,
Wonder if I'll ever smile again.
I'm back to getting wasted,
Missing all my old places,
Everything feels so vacant,
You'll one day get my replacement
It's been a month and a few days,
Showed me it was over in a few ways,
Maybe one day you can let me go,
You know the real me nobody knows.
I know you hate me
and I hate me too,
But when I'm fucked up on those drinks,
I can't hear myself cry
Without them I'm sick
And we all know why.
Shots and shots until the bottle runs dry,
I can't let it go,
I try, but I always know,
Need to be held close
When it ends only, I know,
Life is just one overdose
Please don't walk away,
I'm in too much pain to look at your face,
Sick of this disease,
Need to just feel free.
Shot and shot
erasing all memories.
It's taking a toll,
Spreading like a rumor untold,
Back with a vengeance,
No longer one step ahead of it,
I would rather sleep today.
First came the war,
now comes the peace,
Guilt and second thoughts haunt dreams,
That burden comes with me.
Soon, I'm out of this mess,
Hope you'll miss me 
because I won't.
Sometimes life just becomes overdose.
Life was good until just 2 years ago,
Now, it's something I used to know.
Sometimes life just becomes overdose.
Got a dark cloud inside my head,
Wonder if I'll ever smile again.
Everything feels so vacant
You'll one day get my replacement
Sometimes life just becomes overdose

Uplifting pop punk, male