Overdose

Life was good until just 2 years ago,

Now it's something I used to know,

With what I know now

I can't sleep

When those words hit me so deep,

What am I supposed to do?

When it is getting close to me

Can't explain my view

Only what sets me free.

It'll be okay when I'm gone,

One day, you'll all move on,

Got a dark cloud inside my head,

Wonder if I'll ever smile again.

I'm back to getting wasted,

Missing all my old places,

Everything feels so vacant,

You'll one day get my replacement

It's been a month and a few days,

Showed me it was over in a few ways,

Maybe one day you can let me go,

You know the real me nobody knows.

I know you hate me

and I hate me too,

But when I'm fucked up on those drinks,

I can't hear myself cry

Without them I'm sick

And we all know why.

Shots and shots until the bottle runs dry,

I can't let it go,

I try, but I always know,

Need to be held close

When it ends only, I know,

Life is just one overdose

Please don't walk away,

I'm in too much pain to look at your face,

Sick of this disease,

Need to just feel free.

Shot and shot

erasing all memories.

It's taking a toll,

Spreading like a rumor untold,

Back with a vengeance,

No longer one step ahead of it,

I would rather sleep today.

First came the war,

now comes the peace,

Guilt and second thoughts haunt dreams,

That burden comes with me.

Soon, I'm out of this mess,

Hope you'll miss me

because I won't.

Sometimes life just becomes overdose.

Life was good until just 2 years ago,

Now, it's something I used to know.

Sometimes life just becomes overdose.

Got a dark cloud inside my head,

Wonder if I'll ever smile again.

Everything feels so vacant

You'll one day get my replacement

Sometimes life just becomes overdose