Vanishing Remix

*(Verse 1)*  
Back in the mindworks, I'm lost again,  
Swept up, drowning in my thoughts again.  
Every cell in me screams to run,  
But I can’t face this pain—it weighs a ton.  

*(Pre-Chorus)*  
That’s when I slip out, I vanish,  
A shameful exit, and I despise it.  
Never meant to hurt anyone,  
But I tell myself I was never enough.  

*(Chorus)*  
This weight is costing me too much,  
I need the air in my lungs, I need to breathe.  
Life’s flashing, I’m about to pass out,  
I’m crashing, I can’t get free.  
The walls were low, now they're high as the sky,  
Try as I might, I can’t break through.  

*(Verse 2)*  
Of all the jokes they threw my way,  
A jester played, but now he prays.  
Have mercy—grant me grace,  
Let me matter, let me stay.  

*(Outro)*  
Don’t let me fade, don’t let me go,  
I need a reason, a place to grow.  
Not just space that I consume,  
But a life with meaning, something true.  

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Aggressive heavy dramatic hard core rap