[Intro]
Yeah, I been lost in my mind, uh
Tryna find my way back to you, yeah
[Verse 1]
It’s the thought of us, divin’ too deep
Caught in the moment, but I can’t sleep
I chase the idea, love’s just a game
But I’m hurting, girl, I feel the pain
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m sorry for the times I disappeared
Messin’ with your heart, girl, I fear
You deserve truth, not just a lie
But I’m afraid of what’s really inside
[Chorus]
I love the idea of us, it’s all in my head
But when it gets real, I’m out instead
You deserve better, you know I see that
Even if I fall, I won’t be the one to smother that
[Verse 2]
Late nights, ghostin’ through your smile
Know I should stay, but it’s devourin’ me now
Your love’s a fire, I don’t wanna burn
But I hide away, ‘cause I don’t wanna learn
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m sorry for the times I disappeared
Messin’ with your heart, girl, I fear
You deserve truth, not just a lie
But I’m afraid of what’s really inside
[Chorus]
I love the idea of us, it’s all in my head
But when it gets real, I’m out instead
You deserve better, you know I see that
Even if I fall, I won’t be the one to smother that
[Bridge]
Maybe I’m scared to let go, afraid of real love
But girl, I know you’re enough, more than enough
Can’t keep runnin’, can’t keep hidin’
Guess I’m just a coward, keep denyin’
[Outro]
I love the idea, but I gotta face the facts
You’re better than my fears, no turnin’ back
Sorry I let go too soon, girl, I was wrong
But deep down, I know I don’t belong
You deserve love that’s true and pure
I hope someday you find someone sure
Still wish I could stay, but I gotta be free
Sorry for the ghost, girl, I’m just a cowardly me