Bleed in the Beat

I been starin’ at the walls ‘til they talk back

Voices in my skull runnin’ off-track

Every shadow in the room got a crooked grin

Sayin’ “Cut a little deeper, let the pain sink in”

I’m a glitch in the system, a burn in the wire

Blood on my knuckles, but I’m still on fire

I laugh when it hurts, I smile when I break

Every scar’s another song I had to make

And I don’t feel safe in my own damn head

I’m a war with my skin, paint the floor in red

Every hit to my soul got me losin’ my breath

This ain’t love — this is dancin’ with death

I’m goin’ insane, yeah, I’m losin’ my grip

Shove a blade in the beat just to feel that drip

Break my bones to the rhythm ‘cause I can’t quit shit

I’m goin’ insane — and I’m lovin’ it, bitch

I’m goin’ insane — and I’m lovin’ it, bitch

Got a mirror full of cracks, can’t see my face

Every thought in my brain’s like a car chase

I’m a beautiful wreck, I’m a sinner’s muse

Self-hate with a groove you can’t refuse

Chain-smoke my lungs ‘til the ash feels home

Slam fists in the wall just to hear that tone

Dark funk in my veins, emo in my spit

Every line that I write got a cut in it

Wrap my wounds in the bassline’s hum

Numb my soul ‘til my body goes numb

Love’s just another sharp edge I kiss

Yeah, I bleed for the pain, and I bleed for this

I’m goin’ insane, yeah, I’m losin’ my grip

Shove a blade in the beat just to feel that drip

Break my bones to the rhythm ‘cause I can’t quit shit

I’m goin’ insane — and I’m lovin’ it, bitch

I’m goin’ insane — and I’m lovin’ it, bitch

No rescue, no hope, no savior call

Just me, my blood, and this fucked-up song

If I crash tonight, at least I’ll fall

With the beat still playin’ and my back to the wall