Why you toxic baby

U think I hate you after all this years

But I don't been trying to find peace

even when you destroyed my heart So long ago

the only thing I hate is myself For falling for you

not knowing what type of person you were

As my friend told me how amazing you were

He was so wrong But I know now

Just why you so toxic baby

Who hurted you for u to be so hateful

What happened to you

At least I know now

I would've loved you anyways no matter who you were

Because I was too deep in love to let go and I was a fool for loving you

Why you so toxic baby

The funny thing is your probably telling everyone how awful I was to you

Maybe that's true

Ik I'm not perfect baby

I wished I was

Even when you left me for someone else I still blamed myself for falling for you

Talking how bad I am when you did this to us

We could've made it If it was love

But you left me in pieces

Left a broken record in my heart

Trying to re enter my life after all the pain you caused me

Thinking you had changed after all this years

I'm just a fool giving you a second chance

Thinking there was some good in you

I was so wrong but I still believed

Because I had some hope

I'm a fool you leaving me wasn't the thing that caused this void in me or this lifetime of pain

It was when my friends abandoned me

I thought we would grow old together

But life had other plans

Everyone Telling me it be ok

Then leaving me The next hour

As I beg for help no dared to looked

So I'm just sitting in bed in tears

As my whole life came crashing down

Feeling paralyzed because this doesn't feel real

I thought we grow old together But life had other plans

Why you so toxic baby

What did I do to deserve this for you

You broke my heart twice now isn't that enough

As my world came crashing down

You think I hate you

And I wish i did but I don't

It only caused me a lifetime of pain

I regret so much in my life

But falling for you was one of them

Why you so toxic baby

Why you doing this to yourself

Telling everyone how awful I am

When you the one who left

Probably telling all yours Friends how much of I was a fool falling for you

And you're right I was a fool To fall in love with someone like you

Why you so toxic baby when you don't have to be

Do you enjoy hunting me for the million time

Is this just a game to you

I wished I hated you but I don't

Why you so toxic baby

Please never come back into my life

I'm done trying to believe there's something good in you

When it only rotting inside

I'm done hoping you could change baby