My lonely soul won’t forgive me.
Throughout my whole life until now, it hasn’t forgiven me.
And I’m losing, losing, losing altitude.
I’m alone, alone, and it’s a sentence.
It’s me and my soul that won’t come back to life
in this sad room.
Tonight I drank, as usual.
Of everything I’ve lost, I can never get enough.
God cries and walks away.
He’s dead too, he went with me into the afterlife.
And my home is empty, I can’t go back there anymore.
If only I had found someone,
someone to love…
It’s that I watched my dreams fall sick.
It’s that reality destroyed everything for me.
After my death, those who were around me smelled the scent of the sea.
I don’t want, I don’t want to be the eternal second.
If you talk to me, it’s easy for me to break.
I want you to know that my heart has gone dark, for the love I always wanted and never had.
And now that everyone knows I’m gone,
I feel so dim.
Now my eyes are a cry for freedom.
God went away with me.
And I with Him.