Through Fire in Designer

I walk through fire in designer

Scars on my soul, but my drip still flyer

Heart full of pain, but I move like a rider

They threw dirt on my name — I bloomed out the briar

Still got trauma I don’t post

Still got nights I don’t boast

But I came up clean from the smoke

Look close — this shine ain’t just for show

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They see the glow, but they don’t know what it cost

I done lost ones, broke down, paid every loss

Had to hustle through heartbreak, grind through the grief

Now it’s gold on my neck, pain stitched in the seams

Used to cry in the dark, now I shine in the day

Turned pain into profit, put the hurt on display

Now I toast with the demons I beat on the way

I ain’t perfect — I’m proof that the real don’t fade

Penthouse views, but I came from the bottom

All of this pain? I ain’t try to dodge it

I wore it, I owned it, then flipped it for profit

Now I pull up clean like trauma ain’t poppin’

But don’t get it twisted, I still got triggers

Still got nights where I’m drinkin’ my feelings

Still talk to the sky like, “Lord, are you hearin’?”

But I stack while I heal — I’m breakin’ these ceilings

I walk through fire in designer

Scars on my soul, but my drip still flyer

Heart full of pain, but I move like a rider

They threw dirt on my name — I bloomed out the briar

Still got trauma I don’t post

Still got nights I don’t boast

But I came up clean from the smoke

Look close — this shine ain’t just for show

Ain’t no shame in the struggle

Ain’t no loss in the tears

If you still standin’

Then you stronger than your fears

Lord, if I fall again, catch me with grace

I been runnin’ from myself, now I’m tryna face

All the pain I packed away, deep in that safe

Tryna heal while I hustle — it’s a daily chase

Protect my peace when the envy surround

Keep me grounded even when I’m up, not down

Don’t let this drip blind me from what counts

’Cause I’d trade all this gold just to feel that sound

Of my soul at rest — no need to pretend

Of real love that don’t break, just bends

And if this storm come back, I’ll stand again

‘Cause I know now, even scars can mend.

Amen.