Got cold waiting

I’m sorry…
Didn’t mean to disappoint
That’s why I disappeared
I know that’s not the point
But the scoreboard’s crystal clear

Points up on the wall again
Same fight, different name
Let’s be honest, we’re both bored
But we still play the game

What’s the point
When the ending stays the same?
You call it “truth”
But it sounds like blame

Yeah, my hands are stained like yours
I’ve pointed fingers too
But whether it’s me or you
We still lose

Accountability hurts, I know
But we’re in this together though
If I bleed, then you bleed too
Red don’t change its hue

So tell me what you want from me
I gave you every page
Play by play, no mystery
Heart out on the stage

Call me hopeless, call me naïve
At least I know what I believe

(I’m sorry it wasn’t me…)
I’m sorry
I’m not what you wanted
I’m sorry
I’m just a disappointment

Blame it all on me
I can take the weight
You already stole my heart
Still I smile, still I stay

’Cause you were what I wanted
But I’m not what you choose
So let me love the version
Of the girl I thought I knew

I’m sorry…
It came to this
(it wasn’t me)
Didn’t mean to make a mess

I fell for who you were
Not who you are right now
Memories in rewind
But the present’s breaking down

You changed, maybe I did too
But we don’t say it out loud
Just silence in the room
Screaming through the doubt

You say I’m not enough
I say we’re just afraid
Two hearts keeping score
Of promises we made

If loving you was wrong
Why did it feel so right?
Why did forever
Fit so tight?

I’m sorry it wasn’t me…
I’m sorry it wasn’t me…

I’m sorry
I’m not what you wanted
I’m sorry
I’m just a disappointment

You can blame it all on me
Say I broke the plan
But I gave you everything
I am what I am

You were what I wanted
But I was never yours
So I’ll close the door gently
Like we were before

I’m sorry…
It came to this

I’m left at the altar
All alone with a broken heart
Still holding flowers
Falling apart

I’m left at the altar
Smiling through the dark
Guess loving you
Was my favorite scar

I’m sorry it wasn’t me…

R&b