(Wasting away)
I’m working on a positive outlook trying to forget about the drugs that I took.
I wanna be a better person and I’m gonna give a better reason.
I know if I take it day by day that we’ll last and you’ll be there always.
I still get stuck in the past and it follows me everywhere I go.
It’s haunting me like a ghost.
It’s what I think about the most and put into my notes.
This is my last chance to get it right.
I want her romance or I’ll be shaking through the night.
I’m gonna learn not to argue, no I don’t want to fight.
I surrender, I surrender, I surrender tonight.
Harsh tone, I gotta stop doing that.
It’s wrong and I’m sorry for all of it.
I’ll apologize for all the rude comments.
I didn’t realize, now I give compliments.
Your beauty is so real and I’m the beast but for you I’ll kneel.
Always pull through so you don’t gotta grab the wheel.
Because of you I know how to properly feel.
Your lips, uh so soft I must feel.
I’m working on a positive outlook trying to forget about the drugs that I took.
I wanna be a better person and I’m gonna give a better reason.
I had idol hands in the devil’s workshop and now when we hold hands time completely stops.
Can’t quit now, I gotta figure out how, I’ll stand my ground laughing out loud.
Just in case if I’m feeling down.
I’ll chase my demons around and out.
I’ll fight this battle with a fighters stance.
Can’t catch these hands without a quick glance.
I need romance cuz it gives me confidence.
Yes I know this is my very last chance.
Bad news on the doorstep, can’t take another step.
The dark stuff I kept in myself, I couldn’t rest.
I’m blessed by her love and it’s keeping me in check.
I love her to death, she’s the absolute best.
You pulled me out of the devils hands.
You gave me a chance to live and advance.
I’ll do anything for you with no regrets.
My life complete the day we met.
My last chance.