Praying Just Saying

Reliance and compliance came outta years of defiance. Walking down dark roads with no where to turn, many lessons learned. Knocking on doors sleeping on floors not caring anymore. Time slips on by as I died on the inside. Anger turned to hate feeling like a mistake unable to catch a break, the insanity the calamity of the war in my mind. Screaming at the demons that others can't see or believe, chained to myself and can't break free from a stained life that had its grips on me. 

I'm praying, just saying what needs to be said. Had to hit my knees because I was spiritually dead.
I'm praying, just saying what needs to be said. No longer in denial about the chaos in my head.
I'm praying, just saying what needs to be said. You reap what you sow, it's you who lays in that bed 

It's been a big mountain I had to climb, finally it's happening, it's my time. Spiritual warfare, it's real it's there. Open your eyes realize, before darkness falls on all causing doubt in all you do. Facts from the book of acts, for I am with you noone will attack or harm you. With the holy Spirit you will not fear it. I've got it inside me it never lies to me, allows me to sleep at night that's how I know it's right. Peaceful sleep.

I'm praying, just saying what needs to be said. Had to hit my knees because I was spiritually dead 
I'm praying,just saying what needs to be said. No longer in denial about the chaos in my head.
I'm praying, just saying what needs to be said. You reap what you sow, it's you who lays in that bed. 

Rap