So good so goodbye

Please forgive my negativity
I think the panic got the best of me
I never learned to cope with insecurity
Point the finger if you want
But the guilt is erased
You can't shake easily
You bitched and moaned
For your chance to show what you got to give
Well shit, here you go (Enough is enough)
(Here's my hate, all you want from me)
Take the reigns and these scars you gave
Will bear fruit at last and absorb the pain
There's risks to play a
Gutter game like this
Either trialed by twelve, or chained by six
I shot myself in the foot again
And I can't feel, can't feel anything
I'm waiting for the falling rain to end
So far, so good I guess
I never really got a chance
To recognize the darker side of me
That would give up my pride
Dignity flawed by design
More narcissist than I can hide
Never quite devoted to the notion
That it's noted that if either one
Of us attempt to climb
You won't look down, and nor will I
I'll keep my head high, and close my eyes
Enough is enough am I stuck in a memory?
If I just get up can I trust my integrity?
Enough is enough am I stuck in the gravity?
If I just get up
Can you trust in me mentally?
I shot myself in the foot again
And I can't feel, can't feel anything
I'm waiting for the falling rain to end
So far, so good I guess
I shot myself in the foot again
And I can't feel, can't feel anything
I'm waiting for the falling rain to end
So far, so good I guess
Hey! Why's it got to be so hard?
Never did I get this far i hate
Every little thing you say
Now you're on your own, okay
Every little thing you say
Never be enough for me, okay
Every little thing you say
And now you're on your own
I shot myself in the foot again
And I can't feel, can't feel anything
I'm waiting for the falling rain to end
So far, so good I guess
I shot myself in the foot again
And I can't feel, can't feel anything
I'm waiting for the falling rain to end
So far, so good I guess
(So far, so good I guess)
(The falling rain to end)
(So far, so good I guess)
(The falling rain to end)
(So far, so good I guess)

Dark Nu-Metal