Static inside

I wake up tired of the same damn skin

Mirror shows a stranger I’m trapped within

Every word I say just breaks again

Like I’m built to lose, like I can’t pretend

I hear their voices in the back of my head

Every “you should’ve” stacked with regret

I try to move but I stay in place

Paralyzed by the mess I’ve made

I know I’m the reason it all falls apart

Every bridge I touch just burns in the dark

I’m hollow, I’m nothing, just static inside

A ghost in my own life with nowhere to hide

I push everyone away then I wonder why

I’m alone in the wreckage of everything I try

I’m broken, I know it, I see it so clear

A voice in my head says “you don’t belong here”

If love was a test then I failed every time

I’m hollow, I’m nothing… just static inside

I see their faces and I feel the weight

Like I’m already gone but it’s not too late

They deserve better than what I’ve been

But I don’t know how to let them in

I try to change but I lose the fight

Same old habits every single night

Swear I’ll fix it, swear I’ll try

Then I watch it all collapse in time

I hate who I am but I can’t let go

I’m stuck in a loop I already know

I’m hollow, I’m nothing, just static inside

A ghost in my own life with nowhere to hide

I push everyone away then I wonder why

I’m alone in the wreckage of everything I try

I’m broken, I know it, I see it so clear

A voice in my head says “you don’t belong here”

If love was a test then I failed every time

I’m hollow, I’m nothing… just static inside

I’M THE PROBLEM

I KNOW THAT

EVERY PROMISE TURNS TO COMBAT

CAN’T ESCAPE WHAT I CREATE

EVERY LOVE I CORRUPT INTO HATE

LOOK AT ME

JUST A FRAUD

TRYING HARD BUT IT’S NEVER ENOUGH

I’M STILL HERE

BUT I’M GONE

EVERY RIGHT TURN I MAKE IS WRONG

If I disappeared would it all feel right?

Would the silence finally fix their lives?

Or am I just too far gone to save…

I’m hollow, I’m nothing, just static inside

But something still screams that I’m not done trying

Buried in failure, still gasping for light

Maybe there’s something still worth the fight

I’m broken, I know it, but I’m still here

Even if drowning in doubt and fear

If love’s out of reach, I’ll still climb

Through the static… I’ll find a sign