Cell

There’s no rest when I close my eyes
No sleep to rest the corners of my mind
As the images come creeping in
I’m locked within
It seems too vivid, as the intensity I feel
Makes it virtually impossible to heal
As the walls keep closing in around me
These memories
And I’m locked in my own cell
This intimidating vivid hell
From the memories that I will never tell
Locked inside myself
Locked in my own cell
You ask me why I feel so distant to you
As if I’d ever be able to say what I’ve been through
I can’t close my eyes without seeing this
Post-traumatic kiss
I can barely feel you touch me as I tense
I’m the one who has to bare this consequence
As you say to me you know something’s wrong
Oh, what’s going on
And I’m locked in my own cell
This intimidating vivid hell
From the memories that I will never tell
Locked inside myself
Locked in my own cell
I can’t bare to tell you
I can’t bare to say this
I can’t bare to put you through this
Even though I relive this every day
The panic’s setting in
Anxiety’s here again
I don’t know how this will ever end
But it needs to if I’m to see tomorrow
And I’m locked in my own cell
This intimidating vivid hell
From the memories that I will never tell
Locked inside myself
Locked in my own cell

Nu-metal, pop-rock, piano, symphonic, electric guitar, dark, male, alternative rock, angst