Cell

There’s no rest when I close my eyes

No sleep to rest the corners of my mind

As the images come creeping in

I’m locked within

It seems too vivid, as the intensity I feel

Makes it virtually impossible to heal

As the walls keep closing in around me

These memories

And I’m locked in my own cell

This intimidating vivid hell

From the memories that I will never tell

Locked inside myself

Locked in my own cell

You ask me why I feel so distant to you

As if I’d ever be able to say what I’ve been through

I can’t close my eyes without seeing this

Post-traumatic kiss

I can barely feel you touch me as I tense

I’m the one who has to bare this consequence

As you say to me you know something’s wrong

Oh, what’s going on

And I’m locked in my own cell

This intimidating vivid hell

From the memories that I will never tell

Locked inside myself

Locked in my own cell

I can’t bare to tell you

I can’t bare to say this

I can’t bare to put you through this

Even though I relive this every day

The panic’s setting in

Anxiety’s here again

I don’t know how this will ever end

But it needs to if I’m to see tomorrow

And I’m locked in my own cell

This intimidating vivid hell

From the memories that I will never tell

Locked inside myself

Locked in my own cell