[Verse 1]
Wake up to the same old ceiling
Cracks trace maps of all my wrong turns
Phone full of names I don't speak to
Ghosts in my contacts, bridges that burned
Teeth taste like cheap excuses
Tongue heavy with everything I never said
Every "trust me" curdled in my mouth
Every promise I quietly left for dead
Mom said "you still my baby"
I just laughed, changed the subject quick
If she saw the things that play on repeat
Her heart would stop, or worse, she'd stick
I keep receipts in a shoebox
Folded notes from the better days
Read one line, then slam it shut
Can't face the boy I threw away
[Chorus]
I got glass for a face, I can't look
Every crack is a scene that I replay
Every choice that I made, every name that I stained
Wakes up with me, follows all day
I got glass for a face, I see through
There's a stranger staring back in my skin
I keep turning out the light
But the dark I am keeps shining in (shining in)
[Verse 2]
There's a dent in the door from my anger
Same fist that swore it would never swing
Said "I'm better than my father"
Then I shattered that tired little ring
Friends call, I hit decline
Tell myself I'll text them later on
Later's just a graveyard word
For the people you pretend ain't gone
I wear jokes like winter coats
Layered thick so they can't see
That I scroll my life at 3 A.M.
Like a crime scene gallery
Therapist said, "learn to forgive"
I nodded, paid, walked out the place
I can fake a smile for anybody
Except that mirror's brutal face
[Chorus]
I got glass for a face, I can't look
Every crack is a scene that I replay
Every choice that I made, every name that I stained
Wakes up with me, follows all day
I got glass for a face, I see through
There's a stranger staring back in my skin
I keep turning out the light
But the dark I am keeps shining in (shining in)
[Bridge]
If I smash this thing to pieces
Will the picture in it bleed too?
If I scrub these hands to nothing
Do the fingerprints stay on you? (on you)
I don't pray for a clean slate
Just one quiet, weightless breath
One second where my own reflection
Doesn't feel like wishing death
[Chorus]
I got glass for a face, I can't look
Every crack is a scene that I replay
Every choice that I made, every name that I stained
Wakes up with me, follows all day
I got glass for a face, I see through
There's a stranger staring back in my skin
I keep turning out the light
But the dark I am keeps shining in (shining in)