

Prompt / Lyrics
[Verse 1] Phone full of texts I don’t open Mute every call, let it ring Mom say she proud, yeah, I’m coping By pouring up too much of that thing Old friends say I’m changing again I laugh like I don’t even care “Thought you were done with all that” Yeah, I thought it too, I swear [Chorus] Feel like going back to the old me Cup too dark, heart too cold, see I was numb, it was easy to breathe If I don’t feel a thing, then I can’t bleed Feel like going back to the old me (old me) Sink real slow where they can’t hold me If I disappear, just let me be If I don’t feel a thing, then I can’t bleed [Verse 2] Used to wake up sick, still sippin Vomit in the sink, still trippin (yeah) Told my lil sis “I’ll quit it” Now I’m in the mirror, might risk it Therapist say “you gotta sit with the hurt” I’d rather just drift off the earth Every time life start getting too real I start thinking ’bout that old dirt [Chorus] Feel like going back to the old me Cup too dark, heart too cold, see I was numb, it was easy to breathe If I don’t feel a thing, then I can’t bleed Feel like going back to the old me (old me) Sink real slow where they can’t hold me If I disappear, just let me be If I don’t feel a thing, then I can’t bleed [Bridge] Is it peace or is it poison? (I can’t tell) Every shortcut feel like hell Say I’m done, then I circle back Chasing calm in a heart attack If I call you late, don’t answer If I text “I’m fine,” read “danger” (read “danger”) [Chorus] Feel like going back to the old me Cup too dark, heart too cold, see I was numb, it was easy to breathe If I don’t feel a thing, then I can’t bleed Feel like going back to the old me (old me) Sink real slow where they can’t hold me If I disappear, just let me be If I don’t feel a thing, then I can’t bleed
Tags
rap, Dark, melancholic trap with male vocals; airy pads and eerie keys over a slow, knocking drum groove; hook drenched in auto-tuned pain, verses more dry and intimate; subtle bass swells and pitched vocal chops in the background; final chorus adds stacked harmonies and a filtered, collapsing outro to feel like sinking back into old habits
2:58
No
2/4/2026