Pendulum

Moments of hell why I keep on going back n forth?
Like a pendulum 
Don’t know what it’s for 
Mind over matter but tell me what really matters tho 
Oh you didn’t know? 
It’s not material-istic 
Felt like I been gifted to keep you woke 
But resisted was doing shit to fit in 
Contradicted the messages that I really spoke 
Feelin more of myself whenever I’m left alone 
Still unknown to the people I know I love the most 
So how you think you know me? 
I don’t wanna leave this world wit out knowing that I got to change the tone
To something spiritual 
That’s what we need the most, been drowning 
tryna save myself 
Bitches don’t even see me, only measure me up by my wealth 
Coming wit a hand out 
Never really been of help 
Crazy ima problem when im tryna save my mental health 
Emotional rapport want to emotionally restore the world 
Social antics we gon ban it put in damage 
To this fake shit ima planet I’m jus Sean
[Chorus]
Moments of hell why I keep on going back n forth?
Like a pendulum 
Don’t what it’s for 
Mind over matter but tell me what really matters most 
Oh you didn’t know? 
It’s not material-istic 
Felt like I been gifted to keep you woke 
But resisted was doing shit to fit in 
Contradicted the messages that I really spoke 
Feelin more of myself whenever I’m left alone 
[Verse]
I don’t wanna give a knee 
I won’t let ‘em think they won 
They say Jesus turned a cheek 
They gon have to see I don’t
Lost ya mind 
Letting someone think for you 
Sutn I’ll never I do
You can give me ideas let you have the credit too
Something that the people who done built the government won’t do 
Still gotta pay your dues 
Karma ainn a bitch nah negus she the fuckin truth 
You still waiting for the change but it’s up to you 
for real

R&b,, black male vocals, RnB, romantic