Pendulum

Moments of hell why I keep on going back n forth?

Like a pendulum

Don’t know what it’s for

Mind over matter but tell me what really matters tho

Oh you didn’t know?

It’s not material-istic

Felt like I been gifted to keep you woke

But resisted was doing shit to fit in

Contradicted the messages that I really spoke

Feelin more of myself whenever I’m left alone

Still unknown to the people I know I love the most

So how you think you know me?

I don’t wanna leave this world wit out knowing that I got to change the tone

To something spiritual

That’s what we need the most, been drowning

tryna save myself

Bitches don’t even see me, only measure me up by my wealth

Coming wit a hand out

Never really been of help

Crazy ima problem when im tryna save my mental health

Emotional rapport want to emotionally restore the world

Social antics we gon ban it put in damage

To this fake shit ima planet I’m jus Sean

Moments of hell why I keep on going back n forth?

Like a pendulum

Don’t what it’s for

Mind over matter but tell me what really matters most

Oh you didn’t know?

It’s not material-istic

Felt like I been gifted to keep you woke

But resisted was doing shit to fit in

Contradicted the messages that I really spoke

Feelin more of myself whenever I’m left alone

I don’t wanna give a knee

I won’t let ‘em think they won

They say Jesus turned a cheek

They gon have to see I don’t

Lost ya mind

Letting someone think for you

Sutn I’ll never I do

You can give me ideas let you have the credit too

Something that the people who done built the government won’t do

Still gotta pay your dues

Karma ainn a bitch nah negus she the fuckin truth

You still waiting for the change but it’s up to you

for real