Mirror wars

[Verse 1]
I don’t remember letting her in
But now she’s crawling beneath my skin
She wears my face, but not my soul
Takes the reins, and I lose control
[Verse 2]
She rose when no one heard my cry
Took my wounds and learned to lie
I whispered soft, she roared with fire
I hid the pain, she built empires
[Pre-Chorus]
But I hurt the ones I swore I’d save
And smiled while standing at their grave
This isn’t me, it’s not who I am
But why does power feel like a plan?
[Chorus]
Mirror wars, no peace, no truce
She breaks apart what I can’t excuse
I scream from deep behind these eyes
She wears my guilt as her disguise
Mirror wars, a truth, a lie
I breathe, I burn, I laugh, I cry
Two voices clash inside my mind
One seeks revenge, one hopes to find
[Verse 3]
She’s not the monster I pretend
She’s just the voice I used to fend
The thoughts I feared, the rage I caged
Now play their part on center stage
[Verse 4]
But people bleed when I let her lead
She plants her spite and calls it seed
I miss the girl I used to be
Before the war inside of me
[Bridge – Spoken or Half-Sung Over Ambient Music]
I watch myself like I’m not real
Detached from all I think and feel
I begged the world to see my scars
Now I’m the haunting that finally made them listen
[Chorus – Final, Intensified]
Mirror wars, fire and grace
One wears the mask, one hides her face
We tear through truths, we blur the lines
I lose myself in both designs
Mirror wars, calm and storm
A shapeshifted soul, reborn, deformed
I’m both the sinner and the saint
And now I question who I ain’t
[Outro – Whispered with Vulnerability]
I want to heal, I want to be seen
To feel something real, to finally scream
If we’re the same, if she is me
Then maybe… I’ll set both of us free

Dark Pop/Cinematic Alt-Pop,Symphonic Darkwave,Industrial Pop / Alternative Rock,female,Raw vocals, gritty synths