Lost at sea

Thrown over board

Drowning in my own mind

Swallowed whole

By my own thoughts

Down down I go again

Oh Jah oh Jah

Im going down Again

Im in the belly of the beast

I can’t believe I’m here again

Well I can believe I’m here again

Because I’m always here

Time and time again I lose my way

When things are going great and everything seems okay

And when I think the coast is clear

I slip and fall

I slip and I fall

Instead of praying

Praying for forgiveness and Jehovahs assistance I look around

To make sure no one saw me fall

But I forget time and time again to look up

But I look down in shame

Hoping to find someone to blame

Because blaming everyone else but me feels a little better but I feel bitter

I know in my head what I have to do

But my pride and heart aren’t willing

So on ago

So confused

That I fail to realize I’m in the opposite direction

Being pulled by the wind of the world’s perfection

Oh Jehovah please, I’m done doing it my way, please quiet the storm

Show me the way, please show me the way

Oh I need you, spent my life with your compass in my hand

After years of fighting tides higher than the heavens

Here I am