Withdrawals

I just woke up next to my pill bottle realized I only got 2 pills left
 What am I gonna do about it 
 Everyday I got nothing left in me it feels like my soul was taken from me 
 At night I see the reaper standing next to me 
 Then again I’m off the pills I just took some ecstasy to stay up 
 Too scared to close my eyes 
 Too scared to close my eyes 
 Now I only got 1 pill left why do I even try 
 If I go please don’t cry


 All these benzos the devil woke up felt it my chest 
 Xan bars make me a mess klonopin keep me drowsy but it’s never enough 
 On the back porch smokin tree realizing it’s me
 It’s me that’s the problem 
 It’s me that lets it happen 
 But I can’t take it because my mind stay racing like verstappen 
 In my head I hear all this chatting sounds like scratching on a chalkboard 
 I remember riding around in the Honda accord fucked up with an ounce on the floor 
 I just hit up the plugs house my middle console filled with work
 Xannies and molly I hope it don’t fuck up my night 
 I just hit a lick of acid I wanna see the light 
 Fuck now I see the devil with a smirk 
 I just pray to god these drugs work



 I just woke up next to my pill bottle realized I only got 2 pills left
 What am I gonna do about it 
 Everyday I got nothing left in me it feels like my soul was taken from me 
 At night I see the reaper standing next to me 
 Then again I’m off the pills I just took some ecstasy to stay up 
 Too scared to close my eyes 
 Too scared to close my eyes 
 Now I only got 1 pill left why do I even try
 If I go please don’t cry

rap, dark, sad, male voice, depression