The tale of two

I wanna say sorry for hurting your son

- flip flopping between I'm in... but then I run

No excuses, I accept accountability

I know I have struggled to meet my responsibilities

As a woman in this relationship

I lacked what I needed so I would constantly slip

I can see how it must have looked

Like I was playing him and had him hooked

But I swear, it wasn't like that

He certainly wasn't a door mat

In the beginning we fell hard and fast

We didn't let ourselves grieve the past

Too caught up in this insane new feeling

When in hindsight I should have spent that time healing.

But in that time I felt what love should be

So it became my motivation to do the journey

Properly..

No reason to fear

Build a life to share

In full autonomy

Keep working on you I'll keep working on me

And that is how we will be

That is where we find peace

To finally make this connection that is so undeniably

Exactly

Where our souls were heading when we

Would allow our intuition to guide us

Naturally.

Twin flames in another life in this one too

I know he is my one truest love and I am his too

It's been messy and hard and yup it's been painful aswell

But we both know there is only heaven left to have cos we have already experienced hell .

So no excuses we own our shadows from then

And we have learned and still are learning that's why we are trying again

We know it's a risk but it's one we want to take

To try and not make the same mistakes

Commitment to keep on keeping on

Doing our best to stay strong

Cause no matter what this is exactly where we belong.