The tale of two

I wanna say sorry for hurting your son
- flip flopping between I'm in... but then I run
No excuses, I accept accountability 
I know I have struggled to meet my responsibilities 
As a woman in this relationship 
I lacked what I needed so I would constantly slip
 I can see how it must have looked
Like I was playing him and had him hooked
But I swear, it wasn't like that
He certainly wasn't a door mat 
In the beginning we fell hard and fast 
We didn't let ourselves grieve the past
Too caught up in this insane new feeling
When in hindsight I should have spent that time healing. 
But in that time I felt what love should be
So it became my motivation to do the journey
Properly..
No reason to fear
Build a life to share
In full autonomy
Keep working on you I'll keep working on me
And that is how we will be 
That is where we find peace
To finally make this connection that is so undeniably
Exactly 
Where our souls were heading when we
Would allow our intuition to guide us
Naturally.
Twin flames in another life in this one too
I know he is my one truest love and I am his too
It's been messy and hard and yup it's been painful aswell
But we both know there is only heaven left to have cos we have already experienced hell .
So no excuses we own our shadows from then
And we have learned and still are learning that's why we are trying again
We know it's a risk but it's one we want to take
To try and not make the same mistakes
Commitment to keep on keeping on
Doing our best to stay strong
Cause no matter what this is exactly where we belong.

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