Ashley in My Head

Ashley…

Why you stuck in my head like that…

Yeah…

Late night pacing, heart racing, mind breaking, soul aching

Your name in my brain like a chain I ain’t shaking

Phone light glowing while the darkness keeps taking

Every damn thought that my sanity’s making

Ash in my lungs, ash in the sky, name feel fitting

Ashley got me praying while my demons still sitting

Every damn memory sharp like it’s biting

Every damn second without you feels like fighting

Yeah I know it ain’t healthy but the feeling keeps calling

Your ghost in my room while the night keeps falling

Heart on the floor but my mind keeps stalling

Try to walk away but my shadow keeps crawling

Ashley… you the blade in my veins

Ashley… you the storm in my brain

Ashley… every night the same pain

Say your name while I’m going insane

Ashley… love twisted like chains

Ashley… blood running like rain

Ashley… echo through my brain

I can’t kill the love, I just live with the pain

Cold room spinning while the bass line thumping

Heart in a coffin but it’s still somehow jumping

Your voice in my skull keep the nightmares coming

Love like a drug and I keep overdosing

Dark thoughts whisper when the streetlights flicker

Every damn memory cutting me quicker

Every little smile make the obsession grow sicker

Every damn night got the silence grow thicker

Why you in my head when the lights go black

Why every damn road lead my heart right back

Why every damn scar got your name in the crack

Try to move forward but my soul just snaps

Ashley… you the blade in my veins

Ashley… you the storm in my brain

Ashley… every night the same pain

Screaming your name while I’m going insane

Ashley… love twisted like chains

Ashley… blood falling like rain

Ashley… echo through my brain

Can’t kill the love, I just live with the pain

Ashley…

You ain’t even here…

But you everywhere… 🖤