I wanna admit something that's hard to admit Cos people think that anyone associated with it Are all the same playing the game and should hang their heads down in shame But I wanna speak on behalf of the few People that could use this to [Pre chorus] I'd give anything And thats why I did one thing That other people frown upon Turns out it's the one thing that helped me a tonne And even though it's hard To admit and let down my guard I have to share Incase it helps others out there [Chorus] Feel better Get up and out of bed Cos without this 'bad thing' I'm just constantly stuck in my head I dont use it to escape Infact I use it to face My demons inside The ones that cause me pain and make me hide [Verse] How? You might ask well Because ive suffered so much hell So my mental health has fooled my mind Into thinking I'm the broken kind And my body shuts down I sleep never get out of my night gown So sleepy and weepy and an emotional heapy I have no energy left to try and work on me I'd give anything for one day if I could only [Chorus] [Verse] Pain in silence every day Listening to the hurtful shit others say Like oh she's just faking it she's actually fine She exaggerates a hypochondriac does it all the time She's just lazy watch out it's just manipulation So she gets what she wants in every situation Cos that's how she gets away with it all Don't be a fool don't fall It makes me sad That people think I'm that bad That I'd pretend to be sick Yea cool miss out on life to play this shit trick Where I stay in bed and cry and cry Cos I can't don't anything else but lie Here and wish I was dead No it's all just in my head [Bridge] The thing that gave me a break From all the pain and helped me make The choice to start the healing Look into reasons why I was feeling So sick in so much pain hidden unseen It's scary to say it but it was methamphetamine [Verse] Just like everything out there In moderation taken with care Certain things can be helpful for some Just like sugar and alcohol can become Things that people over take and abuse And then need to be treated and made to lose Their addictive habit cos it's hurting you It's not beneficial anymore To take that thing you took before Like running too much and too hard core Balance temperance it's what self control is for [Outro] Those who turn into a crack head Usually stay awake too long and don't go to bed They starve their bodies from food and drink It's not actually the drug it's not what you think They'll be using to run from their shit But actually it just heightens it Turns them all paranoid Makes them face what they're trying to avoid and thats why it could actually be good If only it was used the way that it should It would actially help some people I know it would Cos it truly helped in my life feel understood Finally... I found something that could [Pre Chorus] [Chorus]

Moderational Drug