Wrong Heart, Right Love

I never meant for this to twist into something real,

But every time you’re near me, it’s a truth I can’t conceal.

I go home to someone else, but it feels like a ghost,

And you’re the fire in my chest that I feel the most.

I’m lying with her while thinking of you,

I swear I’m breaking myself in two.

How did I fall into something this deep,

While living a life I no longer want to keep?

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I’m trapped in the space between wrong and right,

Caught in a war I can’t win without a fight.

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’Cause my heart beats louder when I’m next to you—

A truth I’m terrified but dying to prove.

I’m losing myself trying to hold this line,

Wishing the love I want was already mine.

I’m torn in a world that’s falling apart—

Loving one, while giving you my heart.

I know it’s messed up, but I can’t let go…

I want you more than she could ever know.

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I never asked for a second chance at fate,

But you showed me the kind of love I can’t recreate.

I feel alive in ways I tried to forget,

You’re the reason for the heart I haven’t killed yet.

Every message, every touch in the dark,

Is gasoline poured on a half-dead spark.

I’m scared of the truth but scared to stay—

Tell me, do you feel the same way?

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I’m trapped in the space between truth and lies,

Caught in a future that’s burning behind my eyes.

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’Cause my heart beats louder when I’m next to you—

A truth I’m terrified but dying to prove.

I’m losing myself trying to hold this line,

Wishing the love I want was already mine.

I’m torn in a world that’s falling apart—

Loving one, while giving you my heart.

I know it’s messed up, but I can’t let go…

I want you more than she could ever know.

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I’m tired of pretending that I’m not bleeding inside,

Tired of living a life that doesn’t feel like mine.

If love is a crime, then lock me away—

’Cause you’re the only one I’d choose anyway.

I don’t want to hurt her, but I don’t want to lie…

I’m done living half-alive.

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My heart beats louder when I’m next to you—

A truth I can’t bury, no matter what I do.

I’m standing at the edge of the life I know,

Ready to fall if you tell me “don’t let go.”

I’m done being torn, done falling apart—

You’re the one who really owns my heart.

It’s wrong, it’s reckless, but I need you so…

More than she could ever know.