So sick

Im sooooo siicckkkkk sick



All my life i struggle with 
The insecurities of life 
don't ask  why 
I never wanted  this 

And Now i'm pissed aahhhgrrrrr

Im sooo sick
With a heavy heart it is thick 
It makes me sick arrhhhhh

Now i lay here trying to recover 
Form the life of another
It tryed to pull me under 

Im so sick 
Leta make this quick
Im not ready for this 
I stay pissed 

Im sooo ssiiiiiiccckkkk
I am angry i take my fist and punch hole into the wallllll
Thats when i faaaallllllllll
Aaaahhhhh
Yeeahhh

Is this how it ends 
Or 
Does it begin to sink in 
My brain is hurtin 
I think flirtin with death 
This time i can fine what i need 
I think im incomplete


Im so sick grrrr aaahhh fuckin sick 

metal, nu metal, male, female