

Prompt / Lyrics
I laugh when it hurts just to feel like I’m here Act like I’m fine, but I’m numb in the mirror Scroll past my own reflection like a stranger Say “I’m good” ‘cause I’m scared of the real answer I got too good at pretending Holdin’ it in, never venting Got people who say they love me But don’t notice when I’m ending I sit in my room, let the silence talk Not tryin to die, but the my fears just walk Outta reach—like everyone else So I fake it and lie to myself And if I said I’m not okay Would you listen or walk away? Take the fade, turn my head to the blame? Where could I change it for them to comprehend. I laugh when it hurts just to feel like I’m here Act like I’m fine, but I’m numb in the mirror Scroll past my own reflection like a stranger Say “I’m good” ‘cause I’m scared of the answer facing my demons, regret is a disillusion I don’t need a fix, I just need a break Sleepin' through pain like it’s part of my stay text left on read, but I'm still there. Not ‘cause im rare—just wish someone cared I'm tired of tryna sound deep for someone else to repost This ain’t for likes, it’s just what hurts most Don’t wanna die, but I don’t wanna feel And that’s the part nobody gets is real I don't wanna try to find peace on someone else's shelf being me, is truly fucking with my head more. I never asked to be the Real one Never asked to be alone when the dark comes But here I am, playin’ pretend Actin’ like I had any friends cuz people come, and people go. but who's there for you when you are feeling better on a edge. I laugh when it hurts just to feel like I’m here Smilin’ like I’m not drowning in fear They ask how I am, and I lie every time But it’s easier than sayin’ “I’m not fine” why lie to someone I've never met.
Tags
emo trap / alt rap / pop rock /dark country
3:08
No
5/17/2025