Buried Inside

This weight in my chest, it's killing me slow

I fake a smile, but I’m ready to blow

I’ve carried it all, now I’m breaking apart

Losing myself with each beat of my heart

No one hears me when I scream

I’m stuck inside this silent dream

Still pushing forward, stuck in rewind

Chasing something I can’t find

I’m holding on by a fraying thread

Tired of lies inside my head

I’m overwhelmed, sinking in the dark

Just trying to fix this shattered heart

I wanna scream and cry at the same damn time

But the pain’s too deep to define

There’s so much I can’t explain

Only I can feel this strain

I walk through the noise, but I feel unseen

They think I’m fine, but I’m just routine

No one asks what’s underneath

Just surface talk and borrowed peace

I smile ‘cause it’s what they expect

But inside, I’m a quiet wreck

Every laugh feels like a lie

While a thousand truths just scream inside

The world keeps turning, I stand still

Swallowing pain against my will

Holding it in, but losing control

No one sees I’m not whole

I’m holding on by a fraying thread

Tired of lies inside my head

I’m overwhelmed, sinking in the dark

Just trying to fix this shattered heart

I wanna scream and cry at the same damn time

But the storm won’t let it unwind

There’s so much I’ll never tell

Locked inside my private hell

My chest is heavy I can’t breathe

I’m drowning silently beneath

Please... help me, I don’t wanna fall

But this weight feels like it’s crushing it all

I wish I could let it out, but I choke

Every word I need to say just broke

I wanna run away, and stay away

From everything that's weighing me

This burden’s mine, too raw to share

Like no one else would even care

I’m holding on, yeah, but barely so

Tired of pretending I’ve got control

I’m breaking down, falling apart

Still chasing peace in a heavy heart

I wanna scream and cry till I’m dry inside

But I bury it where it can’t be pried

So hear me now I won’t fade out tonight

Too loud inside…

Please… help me…

My chest is heavy…

I’m buried where no one can find.