Falling Through Me

Silence is pressure, I breathe in the weight

Cracks in my mind start to detonate

Locked in a cycle, can't deviate

Truth is a blade that I fabricate

Fake smiles, fake calm, fake pride

All of it burns from the inside

No peace, no rest, just fight

I’m the ghost that walks at night

Every breath’s a loaded gun

No place to hide, nowhere to run

I fall apart beneath this skin

Too scared to let the real begin

Falling through me, can't break free

These scars are truths I cannot see

I wear the pain I can't define

A stranger’s voice that sounds like mine

Falling through me, pulled below

By everything I’ll never show

This fear won't fade, it just repeats

In every step, my soul retreats

I’ve been choking on the silence

Tried peace, got violence

Truth hits like sirens

No calm—just defiance

Got chains made of shame

And a name soaked in blame

But I play the same game

Though I know it’s insane

Run!

But the ground won’t let me go

Fall!

Into what I’ll never show

Cry!

But the tears don’t touch the flame

Lie!

‘Cause the truth still sounds the same

This is not healing—this is survival

Pain’s my pulse and fear’s my rival

I don’t need saving, I need release

Let me bleed, just give me peace

Falling through me, can't escape

This loop I can't obliterate

I'm haunted by what might have been

And all the noise I keep within

Falling through me, lost again

Inside a storm that has no end

These wounds don't heal, they only burn

A lesson that I never learn

Falling…

Through me…

You’ll never know who I became!