Billion Year Drift

As I drift into the blackness of space

I prepare for the worst just incase

Im getting sick of this

Defeated and so pissed

Transformed and shedded my old skin

Just to feel this monster within

I’m finding that I don’t care

I dont wanna feel what’s there

Why is everything so far away?

Just drifting towards feeling okay

It seems to take a billion years

For my affirmation to reach my ears

Why is everything out of reach?

I can’t decode this life’s speech

It seems to take a billion years

For my affirmation to reach my ears

As I drift into the blackness of space

I prepare for the worst just incase

Im getting sick of this

Defeated and so pissed

I’ve lost my ambition, I need a mission

to stop my bitchin’, I’m clinchin’

cook the kitchen, pet a kitten

right what’s written, I never fit in

the chair I sit in, words I’m shittin’

Death I’m kissin’, with this life I’m missin’

I guess it never started anyways

Why is everything so far away?

Just drifting towards feeling okay

It seems to take a billion years

For my affirmation to reach my ears

Why is everything out of reach?

I can’t decode this life’s speech

It seems to take a billion years

For my affirmation to reach my ears

I need a reason

To continue on

(It never started anyways)

I need a reason

To believe

(It never started anyways)

That my life

Will start one day

Put me first on my list, balled a fist

Punched through broke a wrist, get the gist?

Cut through the cyst, unbound the twist

Gain the dismissed, I must persist

Locked in this billion year drift

Why is everything so far away?

Just drifting towards feeling okay

It seems to take a billion years

For my affirmation to reach my ears