I had it all

Verse 1
I wake up already tired
Its like I never slept at all
Feel a weight inside my breathing
Like I missed a final call

The mirror doesn’t argue
It just watches me decay
I don’t fight the dark anymore
No I just let it stay

Pre-Chorus 1

I don’t ask to be forgiven
I don’t curse what I became
I just watch the days dissolve
Like they never knew my name 

Chorus

I had it all
But still, I didn’t even see
I was holding everything
But I was losing me
Still I had it all
I didn’t feel it break
I didn’t see it leave
Was only surviving
And now I see
Everything I loved
Just slipping away..
 from me

Verse 2

I move through the day like a shadow
Nothing holds, nothing stays
Every step feels borrowed
Every thought just slips away
The world keeps turning slowly
But I am frozen in place,
I don’t chase what I’ve lost already
I just survive this space

Pre-Chorus 2

I don’t beg for redemption
I don’t mourn what I’ve become
I just watch the hours fade
Like they never knew 
Never knew me at all 

Chorus

I had it all
But still, I didn’t even see
I was holding everything
But I was losing me
Still I had it all
I didn’t feel it break
I didn’t see it leave
Was only surviving
And now I see
Everything I loved
Just slipping away from me

Bridge (spoken, fragile)

I had it all
But didn’t even see
I was holding everything
While I was losing me
I had to let it fall,i had to walk away
Even if it took
Everything 
Everything i had. 

Final Chorus / Outro
I had it all
But still, I didn’t even see
I was holding everything
But I was losing me
Still I had it all
I didn’t feel it break
I didn’t see it leave
Was only surviving
Never living
Feels like that I lost everything
Mmmmmm
Feels like that I lost just
Everything

Emotional Piano Ballad,Intimate,Fragile