Still Lost

Verse 1 (low, intimate, almost spoken)

I don’t sleep, I just shut my eyes

Let the dark crawl under my skin

Every thought feels sharp tonight

Like I’m trapped in a war I’m in

I built my house out of silence

Learned to breathe where the light won’t stay

If this is hell, I’m compliant

I’ve been here long enough to stay

Pre-Chorus (rising tension, pulse begins)

I disappear when it gets too loud

I break myself just to feel grounded

If I fall apart, don’t make a sound

I’ve mastered how to go uncounted

Chorus (HEAVY DROP – DISTORTED BASS)

I was lost in the dark, teeth clenched tight

Heavy bass in my chest all night

I sink so deep, I forget my name

I let the shadows take the blame

(drop hit)

I’m still breathing through the weight

Still choking on everything I hate

I was buried alive in the scars I made

But I clawed my way out—bloody hands, no grace

Verse 2 (cold, controlled anger)

I romanticized the pain

Called it strength, called it truth

If suffering makes me real

Then what am I without the bruises?

I don’t cry, I just shut down

Let the echo do the talking

If I vanish in this sound

At least the noise is honest

Pre-Chorus (filtered, almost breaking)

I don’t need saving, don’t need faith

Just one reason not to decay

If I survive another night

I’ll call that a victory

Chorus (BIGGER DROP – SIDECHAIN, SUB BASS)

I was lost in the dark, pressure builds

Every beat feels ready to kill

I let it swallow me whole inside

Still I refuse to let it decide

(drop)

Still breathing through the pain

Still standing in the rain

I was buried alive in the scars I made

But I clawed my way out—bloody hands, no grace

Bridge (ambient collapse, half-time)

If I’m a monster

I made myself

If I’m still here

I earned it myself

I don’t need hope dressed in gold

Just proof I’m not alone

If I can feel this heavy ache

Then I’m not a ghost

Final Chorus (LAST DROP – DARKEST)

I was lost in the dark, heart beating slow

Sub bass dragging me below

I almost vanished in the sound

But my pulse pulled me back around

(final drop)

Still breathing through the night

Still fighting my own mind

I was buried alive in the scars I made

But I clawed my way out—

I clawed my way out

Outro (distorted whisper, fading bass)

Still here…

Still breathing…

Still here…

Still alive.