Freestyle 2

I needed the truth from someone on the outside

I needed answers that i couldn't find at the time because parts just didn't make any logical sense but that's when clarity hit

Holy shit

It's only when you let the rope fall that you'll truly know

I put my feet on the floor and i stood and just let this feeling sit

I just stood there

Motionless

Emotionless

For a moment

A moment

Everything stood still

Did someone on the otherside

Someone up there lookin down

Someone looking out for me from above

Pressed alt and deleted

Deleted you from my hard drive

It's something i started to recognise a little while back

When it happeneds it's usually for my own good

So i learned to live with it

Lean in

Gain a greater understanding of the unimaginable

Some say it's a gift

Some say it's a curse

Some use it to hurt

Some to seek and destroy

Some don't know

Some don't want to but

I know everything i need to and that's something

Only two people know and i know that they get it

They get it but never use it against me

They've watched me change

When i'm in pain

When the monster in me takes the lead

They know how to take him away

Take him away

I can't be like this

I can't be get out of fight mode

I just wanna spread my wings and take flight

Soften into you

Trusting

Means taking all this armour off i didn't put on It's served me well

It's protected me

From the attacks from all angles

From multiple enemies

I just needed the truth from someone on the outside

I needed guidelines

Guidence i could follow

From someone much wiser than i

I needed that gentle nudge

To knock me off the path that i was headed

Too many close shaves to be coincidence

Too many lucky escapes to just pass it off as luck

Yeah life might suck like fuck but look

Just look

Look

I did it

You did it

We did it