Long rides

My journey is full of excellence,

I avoided drugs, and evolved from women with pestilence,

Sometimes I sit and think, “have I been gone too long?”

I put my faith in god, “how can I right my wrongs?”

The devil cracking jokes but I just play along…..

Staring in the mirror, catching glimpses of my vision,

The reaper getting nearer, Am I special? -am I different?

Am I meant to fantasize about my life, and what I’m missing?

I seem to catch myself, cuz when I fall I get ambitious,

Am I tripping? Or has everything around me started spinning?

Am I wrong, if I stop giving love and my assistance?

-to the ones that always take more than they needed,

They done cut me many times, and yet I still can’t stop the bleeding,

Ante up,

I fill my cup, with Hennessy,

Until I lean or find a reason…….

This journey it’s been personal,

What’s it looking like from your side?

I’ve been finding better peace,

But even then, these feelings I hide…….

So many people counting on me,

Can’t help but feel alone on this ride,

This journey’s been personal,

At least it was this time………

(I know……..)

You……

(-Seen wrong…….)

I know-

(You……)

Lived right……..

(I know……..)

You……

(-Seen wrong…….)

I know-

(You……)

Lived right……..