curse my faith

Verse 1

I scream your name in my broken sleep
Talk to the sky like it answers me
They say there’s a plan,
say it’s all divine
But I was there when 
you ran out of time

Pre-Chorus

been trying to hold my faith
Trying to stand upright
But my hands are shaking 
All of the time 

Chorus

I don’t have a reason 
to be angry at God
But I can’t say that I agree
When you’re not here with me.

I’m still here… i'm still breathing
I don’t curse heaven, I don’t curse my fate
But I hate the silence you left in this place

If love is the answer 
they’re preaching to me
Then tell me… 
Tell me why.. 
you’re not here with me

Verse 2

Your voice still lingers in the rooms
Your laugh still breaks me 
Dont know what to to. 
They say you’re safe, they say you’re home
But I’m the one… standing here alone

Pre-Chorus

If this is mercy, if this is grace
Why does it feel like a punch in the face?
If this is mercy, if this is grace
Why did you leave me here to stay?

Chorus

I don’t have a reason 
to be angry at God
But I can’t say that I agree
When you’re not here with me.

I’m still here… i'm still breathing
I don’t curse heaven, I don’t curse my fate
But I hate the silence you left in this place

If love is the answer 
they’re preaching to me
Then tell me… 
Tell me why.. 
you’re not here with me

Bridge 

If heaven needed you more 
than I did.
Why does it feel like I’m the 
one who's paying for it?
I keep my hands fold, keep my eyes closed
won’t stop praying… but I still don’t know
What to believe in anymore 


[Final Chorus – Fragile / Intimate]


I don’t have no reason… 
so I’m not angry at God
You’re not here, not anymore
And I’m still here… still breathing

I’ll never curse heaven, never curse my faith
(Even in the quiet, even in the ache)
But I hate the silence you left here with me to stay

If love is the answer they’re preaching to me
Then tell me why 
tell me why… 
Tell why you’re not here with me

Emotional Piano Ballad,,Intimate,Fragile