I cannot reconcile the years that have gone by
Lost to the atrophy
When
All I have to show for
Is
my brain with the holes in it
Trying to keep myself alive
I fill them in with
Ben-zo-diazepam
Ben-zo-diazepam
Ben-zo-diazepam
Don't wanna feel like this anymore
Ruminating bout what coulda been
Now you got me under
Lock n key
Hospital socks with
The grippies please
So I don't fall when
I close my eyes
Don't wanna pray
My Lord my soul to take
Please take the demons
before I wake
Ben-zo-diazepam
Ben-zo-diazepam
Please take me
All I have to show for
Is
my brain with the holes in it
Trying to keep myself alive
I fill them in with
Ben-zo-diazepam
Ben-zo-diazepam
Ben-zo-diazepam
Don't wanna feel like this anymore
Don't wanna pray
My Lord my soul to take
Please take the demons
before I wake
Ben-zo-diazepam
Ben-zo-diazepam
Please take me