One wish pt 2

**[Verse 5]**
Memories flooding back like a broken dam
Twenty years of moments, you don't give a damn
Every smile you gave me, every touch, every kiss
Now I'm stuck replaying what I'll always miss

BPD got me questioning what's real in my head
But the way that I love you ain't something I've read
It's carved in my bones, it's burned in my chest
This obsession with you puts me through every test

**[Verse 6]**
Seven years wasted trying to replace you
Every other woman was just something to do
While my heart stayed faithful to a ghost from my past
Should've known from the start that you'd always come last

Now we're hanging out and the torture's renewed
Every joke that you crack got me feeling so screwed
'Cause I see who you are and I know what we had
Makes me question if letting you go was just mad

**[Verse 7]**
Wrote that letter shaking, hands trembling with fear
Scared to lose the friendship that I hold so dear
But these feelings inside me are tearing me up
Like a poison I'm drinking from a bottomless cup

You're so fucking beautiful it hurts to look
Every glance that you give me's like reading a book
That I'll never understand, that I'll never decode
While I'm dying inside on this one-way road

**[Verse 8]**
If there was just one wish that the universe owed
I'd make you love me back on this lonely road
But I know that's not how real love works
So I'll take what I get while my heartache lurks

Twenty years ain't nothing if it means you'll stay
Even if you never love me the same way
I'll be here in the shadows, watching you shine
Knowing you'll never, ever be mine

**[Final Outro]**
This love's gonna kill me but I can't let go. If I could make you love me God I would,If there was just one person I could choose, choose you I would
Twenty years of history, thought you should know
If I could make you love me God I would,If there was just one person I could choose, choose you I would
That no matter who comes, no matter who tries
You'll always be the truth behind all of my lies...

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