In all my regrets

I kept hiding from things I shouldn't be

Downing in all my regrets

hiding from my past now Hoping it's not true

Becoming a ghost as no one sees me

Even when i see you

The Panic gets me everytime I try to love

Ik it's my fault

I know that and I'm sorry

I'm scared I know I shouldn't be

Trying to feel safe but I couldn't

When you're telling me everything's ok

I don't know why I do

I just Panic

Knowing no one sees me As I'm just a ghost baby in a confusing world

Hiding from all my pain

trying my best to fall in love with who I am now

Wishing I was that person before so I could love you

Hiding from my scars that hunt me at night

With that darkness taking advantage of My heart

Everytime I talk to you I see the light beaming in the sky

With how defenseless I was trusting everyone

Thinking the world was a good place

And no evil could find me

Oh How wrong I was

Wishing someone could see us

Only if we knew how scary the world is

We wouldn't had become this way

We would've known all the evil coming our way

But it was too late

Hoping someone could save me from myself

All my struggles was because of Me

I know that now

But i Kept on running from the truth

Why don't no one sees us

I'm just a ghost baby in a confusing world

As I kept on running from things I shouldn't be

Trying to forgive myself but I couldn't

Wishing I could change the times but Ik what I done can't be undone

All my shame I been hiding from

Sometimes Feeling like I'm losing my mind

Late at night

As I kept on running from my mistakes

Wishing someone could see me

But i'm just a ghost baby in a confusing world

So I just Panic Wishing I could change the times

But I know I can't go back even when I wish I could

All this hiding because I was too scared to show myself

You could call me a coward and i won't blame you

As I been hiding for so long I forgot how to be myself

Wishing I was someone else