Ashes in my hands

Track 12- ASHES IN MY HANDS

[Verse 1]
I’ve been holding on to memories like they’re something I can save,
But everything I touch lately turns to dust in the grave.
I keep sifting through the pieces like I’ll find what I lost,
But the truth is every choice I made came with a cost.
I see faces in the smoke when I close my eyes,
Hear voices in the silence that I swore were lies.
I’ve been trying to rebuild what I burned down blind,
But you can’t resurrect a moment once it’s left behind.
I keep reaching for the past like it’s still in my reach,
But all I feel is ashes slipping through like sand on a beach.
And I’m standing in the ruins of the man I became,
Trying to figure out which part of me deserves the blame.

[Hook]
I got ashes in my hands from the life I set on fire,
From the nights I lost control, from the weight of my desire.
I got ashes in my hands from the bridges that I burned,
From the lessons I ignored, from the truth I never learned.
I got ashes in my hands and they stain everything,
Every prayer that I whisper, every song that I sing.
I got ashes in my hands and I’m trying to understand
How to build something new with nothing left to stand.

[Verse 2]
I remember when love felt like a place I could rest,
Before I turned it into something she carried on her chest.
Before the fights, before the fear, before the nights I disappeared,

Slow dark & heavy country rap