Used to taking drugs

Smoking on nicotine

Got me addicted like it’s caffeine

In the night I become a bad fiend

Used to taking drugs just to see my dreams

Now I’m No longer choking on the green

Stopped popping pills

Never got them shakes but the shadows haunt me still

Loathing around the halls that I walk

All these demons wanna do is talk

I’ve acquired so many of their deals but I try to break those chains

The darkness arises with every sun rise

The voices become loudest when I shut the blinds

Scratching at my door but it’s just in my head

I lay awake all night laying in my bed

I’m craving for more but still wish I was dead

Smoking on nicotine

Got me addicted like it’s caffeine

In the night I become a bad fiend

Used to taking drugs just to see my dreams

Now I’m No longer choking on the green

Stopped popping pills

Never got them shakes but the shadows haunt me still

Smothered in chaos I flee to the hate that I fear

Waiting for my blood to be smeared

Wish I could change who I am

Only have myself to blame for the way I am

Smoking on nicotine

Got me addicted like it’s caffeine

In the night I become a bad fiend

Used to taking drugs just to see my dreams

Now I’m No longer choking on the green

Stopped popping pills

Never got them shakes but the shadows haunt me still

Moving day to day but I got these feelings that I never face

Working for the day where I no longer feel like a disgrace

Look myself in the mirror and embrace the sadness that’s in my heart

Writing these rhymes so my souls torn apart

Smoking on nicotine

Got me addicted like it’s caffeine

In the night I become a bad fiend

Used to taking drugs just to see my dreams

Now I’m No longer choking on the green

Stopped popping pills

Never got them shakes but the shadows haunt me still