Pills And Promises

Intro

You promised forever

I promised I’d quit

We both fuckin’ lied

Verse 1

You said you’d stay when shit got hard

I said I’d quit the drugs, give you my heart

Both of us knew from the fuckin’ start

We was playin’ roles, tearin’ each other apart

I trusted your words, I trusted your touch

You trusted I’d change, I guess that was too much

Now I’m pourin’ lean into a broken cup

Tryna drown the pain, but it float back up

I pop another pill just to calm my mind

You said give it time, I ran out of mine

I was fightin’ demons while you crossed the line

Now I’m numb as hell, leavin’ love behind

Pre-Hook

You swore you’d never leave like the rest

I swore I’d get clean, be my best

Now I’m fucked up, lyin’ to myself

Talkin’ to these drugs like they someone else

Hook

Pills and promises, that’s all we were

I tried to heal, but it fuckin’ hurt

You said forever like it was assured

Now I’m gettin’ high just to feel the hurt

Pills and promises, both wore thin

I said I’d quit, but I relapsed again

You said you’d stay until the end

Now I’m alone with Percs and regrets

Verse 2

I remember nights we swore we’d be fine

Now I’m countin’ pills, not days, not time

You moved on quick like I was a sign

Sayin’ “wrong direction,” now I’m lost in mine

I hate how your voice still lives in my head

Every lie replayin’ what you said

I chase that numb ‘cause I’m scared of dead

Scared of feelin’ shit I already bled

You wanted love without the pain

I wanted peace inside my brain

We both wanted shit we couldn’t maintain

So I chose the drugs, yeah, I chose the shame

Bridge

If love was real, it wouldn’t hurt like this

If you meant it, you wouldn’t switch

I tried to change, I fuckin’ did

But every promise broke like glass when it hit

Hook / Outro

Pills and promises, that’s all we were

I tried to heal, but it fuckin’ hurt

You said forever like it was assured

Now I’m gettin’ high just to feel the hurt

Pills and promises, both wore thin

I said I’d quit, but I relapsed again

You said you’d stay until the end

Now I’m alone with pills and regrets