Not by my side

Still think about when you’re not by my side
Every day that passes I wanna rip my heart out
Waiting for the day when I close my eyes
Internally I’m screaming but I never shout
Slumped away on the couch
Put the stash in a pouch
Took some drugs now I’m behind the wheel
Hit the road don’t care how anybody feels
Won’t stop until her heart is what’s been stolen
Don’t care how much I’m left here broken
Put myself back together cuz I keep hoping
That one day it’s you and I baby sitting in front of the fire I be stoking
Still think about when you’re not by my side
Every day that passes I wanna rip my heart out
Waiting for the day when I close my eyes
Internally I’m screaming but I never shout
Get chills when it’s you in my dreams
It’s for you that I’ll stay clean
No need to smoke that green
Your my only drug
Addicted when I’m around you
Conflicted every time without you
Still think about when you’re not by my side
Every day that passes I wanna rip my heart out
Waiting for the day when I close my eyes
Internally I’m screaming but I never shout

Fast paced dark ambient rap, metal, melodically composed, Hard trap bass