Not by my side

Still think about when you’re not by my side

Every day that passes I wanna rip my heart out

Waiting for the day when I close my eyes

Internally I’m screaming but I never shout

Slumped away on the couch

Put the stash in a pouch

Took some drugs now I’m behind the wheel

Hit the road don’t care how anybody feels

Won’t stop until her heart is what’s been stolen

Don’t care how much I’m left here broken

Put myself back together cuz I keep hoping

That one day it’s you and I baby sitting in front of the fire I be stoking

Still think about when you’re not by my side

Every day that passes I wanna rip my heart out

Waiting for the day when I close my eyes

Internally I’m screaming but I never shout

Get chills when it’s you in my dreams

It’s for you that I’ll stay clean

No need to smoke that green

Your my only drug

Addicted when I’m around you

Conflicted every time without you

Still think about when you’re not by my side

Every day that passes I wanna rip my heart out

Waiting for the day when I close my eyes

Internally I’m screaming but I never shout